About This Book
The Magick That Never Left: Classical Chinese Medicine and the Tradition Still Beneath It. Serialized here, a chapter at a time, while it's being written.
What it argues
The version of Chinese medicine you encounter is about 75 years old. It's the post-war reform version, and it's a real medicine that holds up in practice. It is also a specific historical edit of something older.
What got edited out wasn't the needle and it wasn't the decoction. It was the framing that held them, the cultivation that activated them, and the public naming that said any of this out loud.
The book's claim is that the reasoning layer underneath the medicine is a worked correspondence system, that a worked correspondence system is what the word magick names, and that a licensed practitioner today is running most of the operations whether or not anybody says so. Not a medicine with some magic attached. A magical technology that got its vocabulary changed.
That claim is about how a historical system of reasoning works. It is not a claim that any treatment produces any effect.
Where to start
Chapter one, and then in order. Chapter two carries the receipts the rest of it stands on, so skipping it makes the later chapters read as assertion.
If you only read one, read chapter two. It's the spine.
About the people in it
Every person described in this book is a composite. Each is drawn from several sources, with identifying details altered or invented. No scene is a record of an actual patient or an actual session. Where a scene describes something that happened in a clinical room, the clinical particulars have been changed. Nobody in these pages can be identified, because nobody in these pages is one person.
Where I've changed my mind about a story since I first told it, I say so on the page rather than quietly telling the better version.
What this is not
This is a personal essay on the history and philosophy of Chinese medicine and on my own practice. It is not medical advice. Nothing here diagnoses, treats, or prescribes for anybody reading it, and nothing here is offered as a reason to start, stop, or change any treatment you're receiving.
If something in it touches what you're working with clinically, take it to your own practitioner.
Reading the book does not create a practitioner-patient relationship of any kind.
One practitioner, three doors
I work across more than one tradition, and they do not share a door.
Acupuncture and Chinese medicine is regulated work, done under my registration, with its own intake, its own records, and its own standards.
Ritual, divination and cultivation work is not health care, is not provided under that registration, and is not offered as treatment for anything. It has its own intake and its own consent, it is never billed as acupuncture, and it is never part of a course of acupuncture care.
Teaching and writing, including this book, is neither of those.
Some chapters describe work from the second and third doors. Where they do, they say so on the page. The fence is in the book because it is real, not because a lawyer asked for it.
On the Chinese
Chinese terms appear with the English first, then the characters and the romanization in brackets: governing the spirit (治神 zhì shén), talisman water (符水 fú shuǐ), the channel waters (經水 jīng shuǐ).
The English carries the meaning, so nothing is lost if you skip the brackets. They're there for two reasons. A reader who wants to chase a term into the primary literature has the exact characters to search on. And I can't quietly smuggle a translation past you, because the original is sitting right there next to it.
Where a standard English rendering is contested, I use the one from the scholarly translation I'm citing, and the reading list says who I'm following.
I'm not a translator. Where a passage carries weight in the argument, I quote a published translation and name the translator rather than making my own.
Credentials
Registered Acupuncturist (R.Ac) in Ontario, in clinical practice since 2015. Formal TCM training through the Ontario College of Traditional Chinese Medicine. Teaching qigong since 2013, teaching TCM and acupuncture since 2018.
Continuing study beyond the core curriculum in classical Chinese medicine, including advanced needling technique studied with the late Professor Jin Zhang, a UNESCO-recognized representative of the Traditional Chinese Acupuncture Intangible Cultural Heritage of Humanity.
Master of Medical Qigong. That is a non-clinical designation and it is not the regulated one. It is not a medical qualification. It is not on my acupuncture registration and it confers nothing inside the regulated door. It is written out here in those words on purpose, and chapter five is the reason why.
Mao Shan Shangqing (茅山上清) transmission. A Daoist lineage transmission, received privately. Religious and cultivational, not clinical. It diagnoses nothing, treats nothing, and decides nothing inside my acupuncture practice.
And I date my own lineage the same way this book dates everybody else's. The TCM training is a post-1950s curriculum and I say so throughout, including where it disagrees with me. The qigong and the transmission are living lines that carry their own claims about their own age, and I make no historical claim for either one beyond what I can put in front of you.
More at About.
On the sources
Every chapter ends with a collapsible reading list. That's not decoration. It carries the editions I'm working from, the places I'm relying on secondary literature rather than a primary source, the claims I've had to take back, and the strongest objections anybody has put to me.
Where I can't support something, I say so and drop the claim. Where a date or a quotation is contested, the reading list says it's contested and prints the other side.
Chase the sources. That's what they're there for.
The chapters
Read the full list and start reading here.
New chapters go up when they're ready, with no editorial calendar. Get the next one when it lands →